Salam to everyone,
This is my first time writing a blog, so I not sure yet what I want to share in this site. Anyway, there's plenty memories that I will share which will be joy and sorrow. Most of my bad memories is during the time I was in school, I don't really had a fond memories that can be remembered during that time. I am a forgetful person. Whenever I'm sad I will sleep for the whole day, that's kind of my way if I want to run away from problems. Usually my mom will advise me if I had a problem. I miss my best friends Emmi Deanna and Anis Umairah, they always help me when I had a bad time.
Now..it's different. I had to face my own problem all a-alone. No one will help me since I had a problem in trusting people. Somehow I'm worried and wondering if I can handle things by myself. I don't know what will happen to me here in UiTM Seri Iskandar, I've never been far away from my family. But I thought it was okay, this is my chance to learn self-reliance.
What worries me most is whether I can be friends with other people or not because I'm kind of..not a friendly person. In my own view of the fact that we can know the exact behavior of a person that considered as friends by judging how far and how hard the friendship will extend to face the 'unexpected'. I personally have many friends and mostly I leave them after they try to influence me with negative behavior.
It doesn't mean that I will give up just like that. I had found a meaningful verse that encourage me to never give up on something or what ever I do. Hopefully I can achieve something in my life. All my life I've never done anything that can make my parents proud of me. What I do is always arguing and make them sad. But its okay, I believe that one day I'll achieve something meaningful and successful. Just wait and see.
This is my first time writing a blog, so I not sure yet what I want to share in this site. Anyway, there's plenty memories that I will share which will be joy and sorrow. Most of my bad memories is during the time I was in school, I don't really had a fond memories that can be remembered during that time. I am a forgetful person. Whenever I'm sad I will sleep for the whole day, that's kind of my way if I want to run away from problems. Usually my mom will advise me if I had a problem. I miss my best friends Emmi Deanna and Anis Umairah, they always help me when I had a bad time.
Now..it's different. I had to face my own problem all a-alone. No one will help me since I had a problem in trusting people. Somehow I'm worried and wondering if I can handle things by myself. I don't know what will happen to me here in UiTM Seri Iskandar, I've never been far away from my family. But I thought it was okay, this is my chance to learn self-reliance.
What worries me most is whether I can be friends with other people or not because I'm kind of..not a friendly person. In my own view of the fact that we can know the exact behavior of a person that considered as friends by judging how far and how hard the friendship will extend to face the 'unexpected'. I personally have many friends and mostly I leave them after they try to influence me with negative behavior.
It doesn't mean that I will give up just like that. I had found a meaningful verse that encourage me to never give up on something or what ever I do. Hopefully I can achieve something in my life. All my life I've never done anything that can make my parents proud of me. What I do is always arguing and make them sad. But its okay, I believe that one day I'll achieve something meaningful and successful. Just wait and see.
Anyway, enjoy your life and be a grateful person.
"what goes around comes around"..whatever you do, always have faith to Allah. Insyallah you will get what you want in life.
timzahrah
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